I'm Going to Need an Evening Gown for This, Aren't I?

One of my dearest friends just got engaged this week, which ultimately means that attending a majorly important wedding is going to be in my near future.

Now, I have attended many a wedding as a "has-been beauty queen," but it was okay to be bigger, because I was in the landscape as a guest. When it's your co-worker, distant relative, a person your spouse knows, etc., you really don't end up in a lot of the action. You leave before the cake is cut, and you don't end up in any of the pictures.

But when it's one of your sorority sisters, not only is there the possibility of having to actually BE in the wedding, God forbid, wearing something that is only going to look good on maybe one super-tiny person, you're probably going to be expected to sing several sorority songs, in a circle, and particiapte in other crazy activities.

Most of these activities will be photographed to death, and tagged to death, on facebook within hours of the drunken shenanigans.

But do you know what's worse than that?

The fact that there is a remote possibility that you will be captured, forever in time, in your friend's wedding album, for all of eternity, looking like crap.

Umm... yeah. That's not going to happen.

No way. In. HELL.

So, get excited kids. I'm going to be pulling out the big guns for this one. And it's going to be one heck of a ride. Stay tuned.

Oh, and Merry Christmas!



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Change of Gears...

I cannot believe that next month marks the one year anniversary of creating this blog. That’s crazy. Time really does fly when you’re shoving Big Macs into your mouth.

When I look back on this past year, I can’t help but feel some disappointment that I haven’t accomplished or stuck with my goals. I’m still here, unhappy with my body, and I could have been a size 2 by now. Obviously, that’s not the case. However, now, more than ever I am wanting to make some changes.

For sure these changes include actually following through on what I say I’m going to do, but I think one of the biggest changes is that I’m going to be shifting the focus of my blog slightly. I initially wanted Becoming the Crown to be more of a chronicle of what it’s like to be an overweight former crown chaser. But, that’s not who I am.

Yes, I love pageants. There was a point in my life where they were a big part of what made me tick. I competed. I watched. I critiqued, and I coached. But you know what I realized as I got older? Pageants aren’t life. It’s hard to forget that when you’re in the midst of it, but the reality of the situation is no one really cares whether you have crowns on your shelf or not. As hard as it can be for a recovering pageant queen to hear, it doesn’t mean a damn.

I have reached a point where I want this blog to be more about me. I don’t want to not post because I have nothing to say about pageants. I don’t want to not post because I feel bad about what I’ve ate. I don’t want to only post when thing are going well, because they’re not and quite frankly I need to be able to vent. And, when the time is right, celebrate.

So while the premise of this blog was to document my “comeback,” the reality is it’s not coming any time soon, if ever, and I’m ready to just be me and talk about my life and appreciate it for what it is.

Now that we’ve gotten that out of the way, you’re probably wondering? Who am I?

Let me tell you the basics:

• Next month, most likely while highly intoxicated, I will turn 27. I remain terrified by this fact.

• I’ve been married to Mr. Beauty Queen for over five years. To say it’s been an adventure would be an understatement.

• I’m hoping I get knocked up before I’m eligible for an AARP card

• I work in public relations and I adore it. The plan is to have my own agency at some point, but that is not going to happen for at least 5-10 years. In the meantime, I am obsessed with watching Mad Men, The Spin Crowd and Twitter.

• I drink coffee like it’s going out of style until 5:01 p.m. Then I switch to Pinot Gregio.

• The Mister and I live in Albuquerque. It’s okay if you like meth. I, of course, do not, (though I’d probably be thinner if I did…) and would prefer Santa Fe if there was any remote possibility of obtaining millions of dollars any time soon.

• I’m the breadwinner of our “family,” while my husband starts his real estate business. I’m doing everything I can to be supportive, and know he’s going to tear it up, but everyone who has ever been involved with a start-up can imagine how incredibly stressful this is. Most days I want to start a support group for people who are supporting spouses during these “economic times” so we can all proof-read each others’ suicide notes over brownies on a Saturday morning. However, I must persevere.

• I love ballet. I’ve missed it.

As far as my name goes, you might be wondering who I am. Especially if you’re a pageant person because the community is so small – though, really, a lot of people have figured it out. Anyway, the deal is, for blogging purposes, at least for this blog, I am not going to mention it on here. You may think that’s because I have overinflated my self-worth, but, the reality is, I’m pretty active in my profession and the community and I would rather not have this come up in a Google search of my name.

However, if you want to know, you can Facebook me and I’ll reveal myself. Yes. Intriguing. I know.

Anyway, that’s the scoop for now. I hope everyone's doing well, and understands my decision to make the blog a little more general. I hope it will be more of a compelling read.



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Yeah, Okay, Now I'm Feelin' It

Okay, I think I may have jinxed myself yesterday by saying I feel great.

I did feel great, until I went home after I had sat for about 8 hours in meetings and at my desk. Yikes. So that lack of mobility really, REALLY made me stiff. It sucked. And it still sucks, because last night I was motivated to work out (nothing makes you feel more self-aware than a dance class in front of a mirror) so I did for about 40 minutes, but again, it was a draining experience, and today my legs hurt.

Bad.

Oh well. At least something's working? Yes?

More ballet tomorrow!

And on a personal note, I replenished my Skyn Iceland Glacial Cleansing Cloths yesterday. Have you tried them yet?



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Feelin' Good

I really thought I was going to feel like crap today. I thought I'd be super sore, and tired, and schlep around the office today. Not the case.

Sure it's obvious that I worked out yesterday, but I feel great - energized, recharged, calm. It's amazing. I've never really been one to buy into the whole concept that working out makes you happier and gives you energy. No. Not for me at least. Usually when I do aerobics or use the elliptical, I am drained and exhausted when I'm done. This is because I am so type A and going 100 miles an hour, when I do find time to work out, I have to really push myself. And it usually hurts when I do.

But with ballet, it was so different. I was able to really focus and concentrate on something, and actually pay attention to feeling my muscles and my body work. Of course, my mind still raced faster than my legs, feet and arms, but it was a different type of result. And it feels AWESOME today.

On an unrelated note, I would like to point out that my new job is going super well. I am just loving the work environment. And because I work for a healthcare organization, everyone is very particular about what they eat. So, no one really eats out. Rather, people bring their lunches or items to make healthy lunches with, like salads, sandwiches, etc. Sometimes for meetings and birthdays there are brownies and cakes and stuff, but no one overdoes it. And there's always someone to sit down and get to know in the kitchen. It's just been a whole new game and I'm loving it.

I'm just really happy with how things are going, and how this new opportunity has really given me the ability and support to change my lifestyle.



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Ballet Class Run-Down

I did it. I went to ballet, and it was absolutely amazing.

I had been looking forward to this for a while, but was also very nervous. I had no idea what to expect. Not in terms of the class per se, but rather the people in it, and their abilities. But once I got there, I realized that everyone was really nice and supportive. It was also inspiring to see so many older (and by older, I mean over 20) dancers, including some who started ballet in their 40s.

Anyway, I totally looked like a fool, and I will admit that being "bigger" is an issue in ballet. My center of gravity has completely changed and my lines don't look as great as they did when I was skinny. But I did get in a great workout. My technique is completely gone, but I'm looking forward to working on it.

I am tired, but not worn out. Rather, I just feel good - very relaxed and conditioned. It's a good tired, a tired that you really only experience after doing something you truly love.

I'm already planning on going to another class on Saturday.

I am sure I'll feel like crap tomorrow, but I did take a bath in some epsom salts and pop an Advil, so hopefully it will be tolerable.

We'll see!



P.S. I really do want world peace.

No, I'm NOT Ignoring the Obvious

Did you think I was not going to acknowledge last night's Miss Universe pageant?

Think again.

Yes, Miss Universe happened. Yes, we have a new Miss Universe. Yes, there was controversy with everything from body paints to Miss USA not making the cut (can't say I was surprised), Do I care about any of this? Not really.

I have a confession, Miss Universe is my least favorite pageant to watch. I don't really know why, but ever since Brooke Lee passed her crown on, it hasn't appealed to me much. Needless to say, I opted to watch Bachelor Pad over Miss Universe.

There are a few parts I did watch, however:

A.) Parade of Nations - Probably the most interesting part of the pageant. I LOVE watching each country introduce herself in her national costume. It's amazing to see the detail and the thought that goes into each ensamble. I was slightly disappointed in the USA's costume. Traditionally, the reigning Miss USA picks something that represents the US, but also her home state. While there IS an Eagle, Michigan, I failed to see the connection. If there was supposed to be one. But yeah, I thought coming out as a Bald Eagle as Miss USA is about as original as appearing as the Statue of Liberty.

B.) The Call - I love watching this part because I like to make predictions. I didn't post my predictions yesterday because I forgot, but I did make some guesses during the parade of states. Ireland was a clear stand out from the beginning. Of course, I was shocked that USA didn't get the call. I do think Miss USA is lackluster this year, so for that reason I wasn't shocked. But I was more shocked over the fact that Donald Trump and his staff hand select some of the contestants for the finals, and she wasn't chosen. HER BOSS DIDN'T PICK HER. That's just weird to me.

And no Venezuela? What. Was. Up. With. That?

Anywho, I had a feeling USA would be called last if she was going to be called. In most Trump pageants when the home state/country girl is called (and they usually are), she's usually called last in order to get the loudest applause and really give a shout out for the hospitality. However, Philippines got that last spot. It sounds like she was a standout from the first days of the competition and that she was in the finals regardless, but I bet you anything they switched the order so she was called last because of the tragedy in her home country yesterday. The one who is called last usually gets a lot of support. Watch next time, you'll catch it.

Anyway, at this point, it became obvious that Miss Oklahoma has no shot of becoming Miss USA. That, was upsetting.

C.) Fast foward to evening gown. When Mexico came out, Mr. Beauty Queen announced that she was the winner. He always does that. Every single time. So annoying. I checked on Twitter (yes, I'm a cheater) and sure enough. Shocking. I did love her dress though.

D.) Final answers and crowning: Final answers for international pageants are always interesting, because of translation issues and also just the simple fact of the diversity in backgrounds and cultures for the contestants. So I take this competition with a grain of salt. The answers for the most part were great though, this is also when it became clear - to me at least - that Mexico had it in the bag.

Side note: Can you all please, PLEASE stop thanking the city before you answer? Who started that crap anyway? Just cut to the chase.

Anyway, the crowning went off without a hitch and bam, we have a new Miss Universe.



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Yippieeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess what I'm doing this Wednesday?

Here's a hint:





Yes! I am going to a ballet class! I am so excited, I can barely contain myself. I feel like a sugared-up kiddo before the first day of kindergarten.

I danced throughout high school. Like, A LOT. I took 3 hours of classes during the day (my school had a performing arts academy) and then 2 more 3 times a week after class since I was on the dance team. So, that was a lot of aerobic activity every day. I was never incredibly good at it, but I loved it, and it made me very joyous. Not to mention, a size 2.

I gave it up when I got to college because - and yes, this is humiliating - the only class I was eligible for as a freshman was at 8:00 a.m. and clearly, that was just not going to happen. Especially hung-over. No way in hell.

After quitting my job earlier this summer, I really gained a lot of perspective about a lot of things, and it allowed me to priorotize. I refuse to make excuses for not pursuing happiness. So while I started to think about something fun to do, to help me get in shape (and increase excitement about it) and to meet new people (since my partner in crime just moved to Illinois), and allow me to truly enjoy life to the fullest, ballet just seemed like the perfect answer. (Side note: This could all be related to the fact that during my unemployment, I watched "Center State" at least 12 times).

So anyway, I have decided that it's time to start making time to continue to follow my heart. Ballet is the first step for right now. Once I get more settled into my job I'd like to dedicate more time to writing and to helping Mr. Beauty Queen with his new business. But for now, I have something to look forward to that is all about me.

After a while I'll return to business school and finish my MBA, and I'll do another pageant. But today, if I something were to happen to me on the way home from work the regrets I would have would be:

A.) Not spending enough time with my family
B.) Not finishing the novel that's been in my head, developing and growing for 5 years, and
C.) Not dancing for at least a few minutes every single day.

That is going to change.

I'll let you know how it goes.

Have a fabulous week!

Photo by Ollie Crayfoord



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Must Have Monday - A Job that Doesn't Suck

Once again I apologize for my lack of blogging. A few major things have happened in the past few weeks that have really taken all of my focus. The big news was that in late June, after years of being treated like absolute crap by my employer (and that’s putting it mildly), I quit my job. Just like that, with no backup plan, just confidence in my abilities and a lot of faith. I really cannot tell you how big of a role faith really did play in this. Because the day I left, I really wasn’t planning to leave. But something happened, and a voice inside of me said, “go now.” And I did. For the first time in my life, I trusted that voice. Call it what you want, intuition, your heart, God, etc. But I listened. I packed up my stuff, wrote a resignation letter, and handed in my Blackberry.

It was shocking, and terrifying, but also incredibly liberating.

I started networking like crazy – calling old contacts, calling people I had never met – and considering every option available. I did finally find a job that I thought was an absolutely perfect fit for my background and interests, and after three interviews, two new suits, and 3 weeks of sleeplessness, I landed a new position. It’s a major promotion, and I am so incredibly blessed to have found this opportunity, especially in such a short amount of time during the worst economic situation since the Great Depression.

Praise the Lord.

During the few weeks that I was sitting on my behind (although really, I am so Type A, I really couldn’t sit still. After about 2 days I was ready to write a business plan for something), I am sad to say I did not exercise like I should of. Fortunately, nothing gets your gluttony under control like unemployment, so I did cut back on the carbs. In total, I lost about 8 pounds as a result of this experience, but that’s really just a drop in the bucket.

During this time, I cancelled my Weight Watchers subscription, since I was trying to cut costs where I could. Now that I’m gainfully employed again, I am going to re-enroll and give it another go. This is a great opportunity to start fresh with everything, and I am so excited. The best part is after you cancel a subscription like that, they usually give you a great discount to entice you to come back. So win!

I am looking forward to enjoying tonight’s finale of “The Bachelorette” from the comfort of my elliptical machine. Especially after Mr. Beauty Queen decided to get his time on it in this morning when I was in the shower. He’s such an over-achiever. I’m proud of him though. Hopefully we can do this together.

That’s pretty much the scoop. I just had to check in and share what has been going on. It’s been an amazing ride. But I have learned so many things about myself during this process – things I forgot about the person I am, and what I am truly capable of. I have learned that when push comes to shove, I can move heaven and earth to achieve whatever it is that I want. And that has been a wonderful, and much needed, lesson.

I realize that today is Monday, and in the spirit of a tiny ounce of consistency for this blog, I want to share my Must Have for today: the courage to follow your dreams.

Do I advise that you randomly quit your job? Absolutely not. But I do advise you to follow your heart – regardless of whether it’s rational, or what people have to say about it. Don’t settle for anything less than what you deserve, and what is going to make you completely happy.


P.S. I really do want world peace.

Must-Have Monday and an Exciting Announcement

I hope everyone had a wonderful Fourth of July!

The last two weeks have been nothing shy of pure insanity. I have had a lot going on, and I have made some pretty crazy decisions that I’ll share more about later. In the meantime, it’s time to get back on track. And what better day to do so than Must-Have Monday?

Today’s Must-Have is my favorite nail polish in the whole world: Ballet Slippers by Essie!



This shade is the most delightful pink, and it makes your nails look incredibly posh. I love for my nails to look very pale, because, by nature, it makes my skin look a lot less pale. I am not a huge fan of acrylic pageant nails – and in my opinion, they’re so out. In fact – everything acrylic should be out in pageants. Particularly shoes. I digress. But I encourage you to check out this color for classy nails every day of the week and especially for competition. Well manicured nails are always in style.

Now, onto some exciting news. I have decided to start a new feature for the blog.

As we know, I am not the most inspiring role model when it comes to being in shape (although I have lost some poundage over these last two weeks). So, in an effort to motivate myself, and hopefully you as well, I have decided to recognize titleholders who have successfully “become the crown.” These women will share their stories (and their secrets!) on their journeys to the crown. They’ll then be rewarded with a fun button for their own blogs to be recognized for their success in this arena.

Our first honoree will be announced later this week, but I have to tell you she’s absolutely fabulous! She’s a national titleholder with a great story, and I am so excited that she has agreed to accept this honor.

In the meantime, if you have “become the crown” or know someone who has, shoot me an e-mail at bethecrown@gmail.com. I’d love to learn more about your journey!

Sincerely,



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Must-Have Monday

Every pageant girl knows if you want a killer hairstyle for pageant day, you probably shouldn’t wash it on pageant day – especially if you’re doing anything with curls or an up-do. Well, if your pageant happens to be in a humid place (like for you International ladies), your hair could be a hot mess if you don’t wash it (or it could take forever to dry if you do).

That’s why I adore dry shampoo. They are awesome for when you can’t or shouldn’t wash your hair, but still need a fresh look. You just spray in and brush through and you’re good to go. It will redistribute the oils in your hair so you’ll still be able to achieve a pageant perfect look, but you won’t look like an oily mess.





I highly recommend Naturia Dry Shampoo by Rene Furterer. It’s available at Sephora for $12 - $24 depending on size.

Definitely great to have in a bind!



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Must-Have Monday

Most people won’t understand this, but preparing for a pageant can be really dangerous. Lots of women do develop eating disorders when competing, and constantly go without nutrients in order to maintain a freakishly skinny appearance (obviously I don’t have this problem, yet I do realize that not being fit is dangerous too). But there is something that can be even more devastating to your body – and it’s something pageant contestants rarely take seriously: tanning.

Let’s face it, a nice glow looks great on stage, and if you don’t have one, you’re pretty much done. But laying in a tanning booth to achieve that look is terrifying to me personally. Not only do I not want to develop skin cancer (and the crap that goes with it – medical bills, death), I really don’t want to look like a handbag at 30 as many contestants do.

Now, a great way to avoid all this is spray tanning, but it is a miserable experience and the tan doesn’t last very long. Additionally, when it starts to rub off, you just look like a reptile that is shedding. Not an attractive look.

I just love, love, LOVE Jergens Natural Glow. It’s the best stuff ever! It builds gradually, so you can correct any issues before they’re blatant like with a spray tan, and it lasts for as long as you use the lotion. Plus, it doesn’t flake off.





I also think it’s a great product for children and teens who compete. Nothing at all frightens me about child pageantry (though Mr. Beauty Queen is constantly horrified by the industry), but the one thing that would freak me out as a pageant mom would be some stranger spraying my kiddo in skivvies. Umm… no.

Anyway, as for my adventures in running, they have been put on hold thanks to a triple-digit heat wave. So I have been using the elliptical. But it's better than nothing, right?



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Oranges Are Awesome

I have a confession. I am addicted to oranges.

This is quite an improvement from my Krispy Kreme addiction (which I'm still struggling with by the way) and oranges have become my new favorite snack. I forgot how awesome they were until a few weeks ago. Normally, we have them in the house for Mr. Beauty Queen's Blue Moon, but I just randomly decided to eat one and I was hooked. Especially since an orange only uses up 1 Weight Watchers point.

Why did I ever stop eating them?

Anyway, I try to eat one every afternoon at the office for a pick-me-up. I totally remember why orange slices were such a hit at my brother's soccer games. They really give you energy.

Hopefully some of that energy gets turned into a productive workout this evening.



P.S. I really do want world peace.

My One Mile Dash - Or Lack There Of

Well, as you know, I planned my fabulous one-mile run for this evening after work. Well, much to my dismay, it rained. A lot. I realize that I could have used the elliptical while watching "The Hills" and "The City" (and - to be honest the new train wreck known as "Downtown Girls"), but that didn't happen either.

Bad weather is the worst de-motivator, but it's a great excuse for leftover lasagna.

Oh well. Here's to tomorrow!

(I am SO cliche)



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Must-Have Monday

I totally forgot to share some exciting news in my last post.
In an effort to ramp up my blog content to be far more comprehensive than ranting about cellulite, I will now be bringing you a new regular feature that I like to call, Must-Have Monday. Each Monday, I will share a beauty queen must-have for my fellow queens, reigning or training.

For this first Must-Have Monday post, I’d like to introduce you to Skyn Iceland Glacial Cleansing Cloths.






These little buggers are incredible. I’ve tried cleansing cloths like these before, but I have never found any as amazing as these. They remove makeup and dirt without water or rinsing and leave your skin feeling refreshed and rejuvenated. They smell great too! Anyway, I have been using them for a short period of time, and my skin condition has improved greatly and I have gotten better results than from my regular skin-care products, which tells me they are really doing the job of getting my face clean.

Anyway, I highly recommend these! They’re great for traveling, the gym and of course pageants – especially for Miss USA contestants who need to refresh after “Waking Up in Vegas.”

You can buy them at Sephora or at Sephora.com and they’re reasonably priced at $15 for 30.



P.S. I really do want world peace.

It Starts With a Small Step

I haven’t posted in a while because A.) I’m me, and B.) it took a while for the results of Miss USA to sink in. To put it mildly, I was rather surprised by the winner. I was pulling for Oklahoma (who had a beautiful dress, and the tiniest waistline ever), and when Michigan was called I was about to completely write off the USA/Universe pageant. However, after the past few weeks, I have really grown to like our new Miss USA. She’s adorable and fresh and she’s got a real shot at winning Miss Universe. So yay.

However, I am still in disbelief as to what the Miss USA pageant has evolved into. The whole lingerie situation left a bad taste in my mouth. Say what you want about it, but it still involved young women posing in underwear without compensation. Had I done something like that, my parents would have flown to Vegas, pulled me out of the pageant, dragged me home and beat my ass. They would have been mortified. And there are few things that make you feel worse than disappointing your parents.

All that said, I am now really looking forward to Miss TEEN USA. Without a network, they might be even more desperate for media attention and god knows what they will attempt to do to those poor girls. Miss Teen USA has consistently been my favorite pageant to watch, because the contestants aren’t completely bitter yet (bitterness in pageants just get worse as you get older, married contestants are by far the meanest), and they usually have a fun perspective on current events, like, such as. Miss Teen USA I believe is the next big pageant of the year, and we’ll have to see how it all goes. Additionally, Miss Universe is in Vegas this year, so I am sure some other scandal will surface just in time. I can hardly wait!

Well, while Miss TEEN USA still is without a television network, guess who has a new one? MISS AMERICA! The pageant will return to ABC! This is great news that I am really excited about. Hopefully that pageant can make a comeback now. I look forward to it – but only after my state’s pageant next weekend. I love pageant season!

Of course, pageant season makes me feel like a blimp. So it’s time to work harder on the exercise front. So I am going to take a stab at running and I am starting tomorrow. I have mapped out a trail in our neighborhood that is exactly one mile. Although, I will admit it’s one mile from my house to the marker, and another mile back. So I am going to attempt to walk to the marker, and then run home in spurts. Hopefully an ambulance, I mean, Mr. Beauty Queen doesn't have to come pick me up in the process.

But my iPod is charging and my sneakers are calling. Hopefully it goes well!



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Miss USA Tonight!

This is a crazy pageant weekend! First of all, congratulations to Shalon Polson, the new Mrs. Colorado America! Mrs. Colorado was a pageant I was planning on attending this year, but I couldn’t fly up there because of a work obligation. As far as Mrs. Pageants go, Mrs. Colorado is probably the most competitive in the country. There were over 50 contestants this year, and it pretty much sets the stage for the rest of the Mrs. Pageant season – at least in Mrs. America.

Let me see if I can explain this better. If pageants were fashion (and, let’s be honest, they really aren’t because you would never see Oscar de la Renta on a national pageant stage, EVER), Miss America would kick off spring fashion week, Miss USA summer and Miss Universe fall. From these “shows,” thousands of contestants across the country get inspiration, or flat out copy, the designs worn by the finalists or winner.

This is most clearly illustrated by what pageant enthusiasts refer to as the notorious “Shandi Dress.”



Worn by Miss USA 2004, Shandi Finnessey on the eve of her crowning, this dress has been duplicated, altered and bastardized in every color combination under the sun for the past 6 years. Never has a dress been more over done, and wearing it will pretty much screw you in any competition as a result. But even with that being the most overdone dress in pageant history, it still happens every year. It’s a safe bet to say that after a girl is crowned Miss America or Miss USA, you will see the dress almost immediately in local pageants all over the place. That’s just how it is.

Most national Mrs. Pageants aren’t held until late summer or early fall, and so there really isn’t another “preview” as to what will be hot before. Wearing a dress in a Mrs. Pageant that placed in Miss USA or Miss America rarely works, because you can only get away with a certain degree of sexiness as a married woman before you look like a total slizut. But, because Mrs. Colorado is so big, and so early in the season, it’s a great glimpse at upcoming fashion trends in the Mrs. Pageant circuit. So yeah, I wanted to go.

I also wanted to go cheer on a very good friend who competed last night. And while I am so proud of her for placing in the top ten at such a crazy pageant, and while I give my congrats to our new winner, I can’t help but think my bud got robbed. Call me biased, but she’s awesome and I hope she gives it another go!



Anyway, onward and upward! Miss USA is on TONIGHT!

In my last post, I mentioned that Miss USA is always a dramatic cluster! In 2006, we had to deal with Tara Conner’s drug problem, and her second chance despite being a “alcoholic addict” (which, to date, I still think is a load of crap by the way). In 2007 poor Catie (I’m sorry, her new name is Lauren Caitlyn) Upton got screwed when she attested to the fact that people in the United States do not have maps. And last year, Carrie Prejean tried to position herself as a strong Christian who was for “opposite marriage” weeks before it became known that she had really done a great job of “positioning herself” on video. It is always a roller coaster with this pageant, and this year has been no exception.

By now you have probably heard about the provocative photos of the girls taken in lingerie. I’m convinced this was done to get a rise out of people, and to get ratings, and to be honest, I’m kind of sickened by the whole ordeal. I can’t say I’m shocked, but I am certainly offended that these girls have been exploited. There’s a difference between being sexy and being skanky, and some of these photos are completely and utterly skanky. I have had several discussions with my fellow pageant enthusiasts about this over the past few weeks, so I will not continue to beat a dead horse, but I did want to comment on the inappropriateness of the whole situation.

Regardless of the skanky pics, I am excited about tonight’s competition, and as promised, I have selected my picks for the top 15 finalists for Miss USA 2010. Let me clarify that this isn’t a betting game, and there is probably a difference between who I want to place, and who WILL place, but nevertheless, here are my favorites for the 2010 crown:

1. Alabama
2. Arizona
3. California
4. Florida
5. Idaho
6. Kansas
7. Maine
8. Missouri
9. Minnesota
10. Nebraska
11. Nevada
12. Oklahoma
13. South Carolina
14. Texas
15. Virginia

Alternates: Wyoming, Rhode Island, New Jersey, Michigan and Tennessee.

There you have it, my thoughts. Who are you rooting for?

Sincerely,



P.S. I really do want world peace.

What have I gotten myself into?

Hi. It’s me again.

As an avid blog reader, I have officially become one of those blogs I loathe: the never updated blog. Yes. I am officially a failure as a blogger. But whatever, I have bigger fish to fry, although – ultimately – I am pretty convinced that I am just a failure at everything right now.

Anyway, the truth is, I haven’t really updated this blog yet because over the past few weeks, I have been trying to figure out what is going with my life, and where I want it to go. Now, this isn’t typical beauty queen drama and, unfortunately, has nothing to do with mascara, rhinestones or Sherri/Tony/Jamye.

As I have mentioned previously I have been pursuing an MBA for the past year, and am close to being half-way done with the course work. As an undergraduate, I studied journalism, so taking on an education in business was going to be a challenge. However, I had no idea how demanding it was really going to be, and to be honest, I didn’t give a lot of thought into applying in the first place. I literally decided on a Monday that I was going to do this – and really to prove a point to someone who should be completely irrelevant to my life (aside from the fact that he signs my paycheck) – and submitted my application, transcripts and test scores that Friday. I started the next semester and never had time to look back.

Now I’m at a point where I am completely burnt out, back to being extremely out of shape, stressed, unhealthy, agitated, tired, drained, and most importantly, unhappy. It turns out that I couldn’t really care less about being a PR executive, or even the owner of a firm, which is what I wanted originally. Or, at least, that’s what I told myself I wanted to rationalize this stupid and costly decision I made. But it turns out that the more I put into this, the more unhappy the more convinced I can’t do this right now.

Working my ass off (and this is clearly just an expression since – if anything – my ass has gotten bigger) to get these credentials will certainly pay off in a bigger salary, and more responsibility, which would be nice, but it would also equal longer hours, even more stress and more time spent making someone else’s dreams come true.

Now, to be a total traitor to my gender – oh, never mind, I DO do beauty pageants – the reality is that I really just want to be a great wife and a mommy. And I am starting to feel like for the longest time, I have been so achievement-oriented, that I have gotten my priorities completely out of whack.

The unfortunate thing about all this, is that I am (and this will probably shock you, but this blog is no indication of this) not a quitter. And the mere thought of quitting anything that I start is infuriating to me. And I don’t want to be looked upon as someone who gives it all up for kids, because lots of woman can have both a great career and family. I also know that my friends will never really understand what I’m trying to say, because they want “more” for their lives.

Still, bottom line, I am tired of living for other people, and I have reached a point where I need to step away from things – like school – and figure out what I really want before I continue to waste time and money.

So, I have decided to postpone my MBA work for at least a semester, if not indefinitely.

The good news is that I’ll be able to put more into the blog and other writing projects, as well as help Mr. Beauty Queen with some stuff he’s working on for his business. So yay! More good news means that I’ll be able to focus more on my body – double yay! I am looking forward to having time to cook and workout. I found some pageant photos of the “glory days,” back when I was in high school. Maybe when I can look at them without wanting to snort a line of ephedra, I’ll post them. But it reaffirmed that I have been focused on the wrong things for way too long.

So I am looking forward to what I hope will be a healthy and happy next couple of months – and I hope you stick around while I’m trying to figure it all out.

We now return to our regular scheduled programming – and as a reminder, Miss USA is on this Sunday!!! Prelims are on Wednesday night, so I fully intend to post my top picks shortly after! Miss America is definitely the Super Bowl, but Miss USA is the qualifier for the Olympics – Miss Universe. Plus, Miss USA can always turn into one hot crockpot of a crazy cluster in terms of drama. So I am sure we’ll be in for a scandal of some sort! The popcorn will be a poppin' come Sunday night in anticipation!

Sincerely,



P.S. I really do want world peace.

Yeah. I'm alive. Kind of.

Hi. I’m back. And if you're still reading, from the bottom of my heart - thank you.

In case you haven’t noticed, I suck at this blog thing. So please forgive me. I am trying to get better. I have also – surprise – defaulted on most of my plans. Getting in shape while managing a fulltime job, an MBA program, a marriage and owning a business is insane. And if you think this blog is in disarray, you would be shocked at the sight of my house right now. It’s not good.

Well, today is the beginning of a new month, and a chance to start over!

Spring is officially here. And I think spring is the worst time to be fat. You might think it’s summer, but for me, I just adore spring. I love sundresses, and the flowers blooming, and spending time outside. But spring is also a critical point, because it’s SO easy to think that you can’t be in shape in time for summer. Well, I am determined that I can, because I fully want to enjoy the seasons this year.

I am particularly looking forward to my Kentucky Derby party next month! But I absolutely under no circumstances can be obese for this affair. You see, if a gorgeous woman passes out on her lawn from drinking too many mint juleps, people just think, “aww, isn’t that sweet? Bless her little heart!” When a fat person passes out on her lawn for drinking too much, people usually call the police.

Anywho, I am back on Weight Watchers! The program works well when you stick to it, and I have been happy with my results so far. So my goal is to lose 10 pounds this month. We’ll see how it goes.

It’s frustrating to look back on the time I’ve been writing on this blog and realize that in the same period of time, if I would have just been disciplined, I would be smoking hot by now and on my way to my state Mrs. America preliminary. But, I am going to continue to try and stay focused on the goals.

Next week I’ll share more about my new exercise endeavor – a marathon! Yes, it’s not an April Fool’s joke, but our company will be participating in a marathon this fall. So the training will be starting soon and I am hoping it will tie nicely in to the overall goal of once again becoming – or just looking like – a beauty queen.

TTFN!





P.S. I really do want world peace.

It has been FOREVER...

I cannot believe how time flies. I cannot believe it has been so long since I have posted. Ugh. If you’re still reading this, thank you!

So, I guess the first matter of discussion, is Miss America. Wow! What a show! Our state’s delegate made the cut for the first time in a very LONG time, and I am so incredibly proud of her! When she was called, I was screaming up and down! It was such an exciting night! The Top 15 was a little crazy, I only got a few of the choices correct, but the ones I did made it pretty far – including California and Virginia (1st Runner Up and Miss America, respectively), as well as Kentucky, Tennessee and New Mexico. Like many people, I was kind of surprised that Puerto Rico didn’t make it since she was absolutely stunning, but being pretty does not win you Miss America.

By only using photos, I think I did pretty good. Miss America is hard to call without seeing talent or interview (Note to the Miss America Organization: WEBCAST THESE NEXT YEAR! I’LL PAY GOOD MONEY TO SEE THEM IF NECESSARY). Miss USA is a lot easier to select finalists from photos since much of the pageant is related to facial beauty.

Anyway, Miss America rocked. I loved the show and everything about it. And I am thrilled with our new Miss America, Caressa Cameron from Virginia.

Now that’s out of the way, it’s time to raise the roof for losing my first 10 pounds on Weight Watchers!!! Wahoo! I stepped on the scale Sunday to weigh in and almost fell over! I am about 1 pound away from my first goal, so that is really exciting! Weight Watchers has really helped me focus on this process one week at a time, and I couldn’t believe that I’ve been working on this for four weeks already!

I’m starting to fit into what I affectionately call my “pre-fat” clothes. After these six more weeks of winter, which I desperately need, I think I’ll be able to enjoy some festive spring attire… new or old! I am actually planning on hosting a party this year for the Kentucky Derby for my sorority sisters (K to the A to the P-P-A), so I’d like to be in great shape for that first weekend in May. All in all, I still have about 25 pounds to lose… maybe a little more…. we’ll see, but I’m confident I’ll get there soon.

Outside of the weight loss, I am starting to feel more like myself, and more healthy. I am so much more aware of what I’m eating, and Mr. Beauty Queen and I have made huge improvements to our diets as a result of this adventure, and we’re hoping to celebrate our hot new bods later this fall when we get photos for our 5 year anniversary. We weren’t totally sold on our wedding pictures, so we’re really excited about something that really captures us. It’s a great goal to focus on.

Of course, the other goal is to have a healthy body so that I can have a healthy pregnancy when the time comes. Last week, our family celebrated the birth of my new nephew Ashton. He is precious! Anyway, I went to the hospital a few hours after he was born, and held the little guy for at least a half hour! I just couldn’t let him go. There is something about holding a newborn that really makes you want to be a better person, and strive for the best. It gave me a taste of something I am really looking forward to someday, and that really helped me keep my focus last week.

Now that I’m moving toward this goal, I still have pageants in the back of my mind. I am thrilled that our state is now going to have a Mrs. United States preliminary too now, so I think that when I’m ready to get back in the game, there will be an opportunity to do so. I know there’s another state crown in store for me soon. 

As for the Snuggie Pageant, it’s still on! More information will be posted soon, but obviously, I am going to push the deadline back, so I can get a great prize package assembled. If you’re a business owner and want to sponsor a prize, let me know and we can work out an advertising agreement. Get excited though, cause there is more time to take a photo of you in your Snuggie, and, if necessary, purchase a Snuggie!!!

And, I do, apologize again for not keeping up with this blog like I have hoped. Finding time with work, and school and running a pageant consulting business (I didn’t tell you about that – did I?) is CRAZY. So, I am just thrilled that I am able to fit exercise in right now. But it’s all about getting into a routine!





P.S. I really do want world peace.

I Heart My Snuggie

Admittedly, as a has-been beauty queen, one of my absolute favorite things to do is wear a crown or tiara while doing activities around the house such as laundry, vacuuming, and sitting in my bathtub eating bon-bons. Nothing makes me feel more queenly, except possibly my Snuggie.

Now, I realize that a lot of people think Snuggies (and, if you really want to be different, Slankets) are a little absurd. That’s fine. But I think they’re fabulous. Snuggies are very long and robe-like. Thus, I feel they are very regal. Of course, they can also make you look like Yoda, but to each is her own. I firmly believe however, that everyone – including people who are overweight (like ME… for the time being) – looks sexy in a Snuggie. Well, I guess that’s only true if you like Snuggies, but think about it:

• Snuggies hide muffin top. Even when worn backward, and belted.
• Snuggies make your arms look thinner.
• Snuggies have boat necks, which make your necks look leaner (and depending on how you wear it, can make it look like you only have one chin)
• Snuggies can make you look taller
• Snuggies hide problem areas, and if you’re sitting on the couch, can conceal just how far you are sinking into the cushion.

Obviously, I love my Snuggie. It’s probably my favorite accessory, though I can’t decide if that is trendy or just sad. Few things reaffirm a decision to join Weight Watchers more than selecting a blanket as your favorite fashion accessory. But in all honesty, I actually can feel good about myself when wearing one.

And if I feel this way, I have to wonder if other beauty queens (or wannabe beauty queens) also feel this way about their Snuggies. And that kind of brought on an idea…

A SNUGGIE PAGEANT!

Gasp!

The Snuggie Pageant would be hosted on the blog, and would be a free photo pageant where women (and what the hell? Even men) can submit photos of themselves in Snuggies. The most photogenic entry would win a sash and crown courtesy of yours truly.

It could be sparkly, glittery, pageant fun for all sizes.

Are you up for it? Or do you think I am totally off my rocker? Let me know. Post a comment or send me an e-mail at bethecrown@gmail.com with your feedback!





P.S. I really do want world peace.

Okay - Last of My Miss America Top 15

As promised, here are the rest of the girls I am keeping my eyes on for Miss America 2010, which airs a week from Sunday! Wow. It seems like just the other day, Katie Stam was crowned, and what an amazing Miss America she has been. Nevertheless, the pageant is right around the corner and before the girls start arriving in Las Vegas tomorrow, here are my last 5 choices for Top 15:

Michigan





She looks like she would be SUPER fun to be around. I love the girl-next-door look, and particuarly the short hair.

Minnesota





She's very photogenic with a unique look. Very classy!

Kansas





While this was mostly based on her photograph (I know, I know, practically a hate crime within the Miss America system), I am really looking forward to watching her talent: classical trumpet. That has to be a hoot! I'm praying she makes the cut so I can see it in the finals.

New Jersey





I just have a feeling about her. She just screams "Miss America" to me. Not to mention she's from the home state of the pageant, so New Jersey usually has a cult-like following now that the pageant is in Nevada. And, thank God for giving us someone from the Garden State right now who is not fist pumping.

Tennessee





She's stunning... and she wants to study business. Any time I see a Miss America constestant who doesn't want to be a doctor or a lawyer (or a Broadway performer), I take a second look.

While these choices were really tough, I have a few other honorable mentions: Indiana, Iowa, Montana, Rhode Island, Nebraska, Nevada, Alabama, and Texas.

Of course, I haven't seen the taped interviews yet, or a lot of these contestants' talent presentations, but I think this is a good starting point before the competition officially kicks off.

If you're interested in learning more about the contestants, or if you'd like to pick your favorites, visit www.tlc.com.

Enjoy!





P.S. I really do want world peace.

Weight Watchers Wednesday!

Today is my first Weight Watchers Wednesday post! Wahoo!!!







I will be joining some awesome bloggers on this Weight Watchers journey: Mojito Maven from Make Mine a Mojito, Blue-Eyed Bride, and LyndsAU from All Things Fluffy, Fashionable and Famous. They started Weight Watchers Wednesdays a while back, and so I am looking forward to their support as well as yours as I start this battle. In the meantime, you should all visit their blogs for great weight loss tips and Weight Watchers recipes.

As I mentioned Sunday, I had lost about 4 pounds since starting Weight Watchers, and so far this week I’m down about another pound. So I’m close to about 5 in all in this past week. This news, is FABULOUS!!!

This plan has been fitting into my lifestyle rather nicely, but it is already helping me think twice about what I eat. I splurged a little last night when Mr. Beauty Queen insisted on going to Carl’s Jr. But you know what, I knew how many points I had left for the day and for the week, and ate accordingly and still feel great. I also weighed less today than I did yesterday, but I know that weight fluctuates, and I really don’t want to be obsessive-compulsive.

Today our team went to lunch at a Mexican restaurant, and I only ate maybe a quarter of what was on my plate. While I do not know what fraction of the daily point budget I blew for sure, I am going to eat like a rabbit the rest of the day. Still, I think this works and I’m already learning to make better choices because if I don’t I’m a very hungry person at the end of the day, and an even hungrier person in the morning. And when I’m a hungry person, I can be a very MEAN person. So for the sake of my co-workers, friends and Mr. Beauty Queen, it’s all about budgeting the points to last all day.

I am also starting to enjoy my food more, and really savor it while it lasts. The portions, naturally, are smaller on this plan, so I am really trying to eat what I love, enjoy it while I’m doing so and being satisfied with what I have. All and all, I am thinking that over the coming months not only is Weight Watchers going to help me shape my body, but it’s probably going to save me a crap load of cash on groceries too if I’m being very purposeful with my meal planning and eating less.

As for exercise, I figured out the situation in the gym. DirecTV has not sent us a new receiver for the TV in there, but I just hooked up a DVD player and enjoy that while I put 30-45 minutes in on the elliptical and lift some weights. It’s a lot less boring than Slim in 6… and I am not nearly fit enough to give Turbo Jam a try again. But I found a few old seasons of “Newlyweds” in a box and have been watching those while I work out. It’s actually been working fairly well. Nothing makes you want to be in shape more than watching a 23 year-old Jessica Simpson. As a side note: nothing makes you want to be more nice to your spouse than watching a 23 year-old Jessica Simpson talk down to her husband all the time. Hindsight is totally 20/20.

As promised, I wanted to share a recipe that I tried this week. I meant to take a picture of it, but Mr. Beauty Queen hopped all over it before I got a chance to. Glad the plan’s working for the both of us.

Sundried Tomato Stuffed Chicken Breasts

Ingredients:
• 2 Tbsp sun-dried tomatoes, without oil, minced
• 2 oz. soft goat cheese
• 1 tsp chopped thyme
• 1 pound uncooked, boneless, skinless chicken breast (4 4oz pieces)
• Salt and pepper
• 1 Tbsp all-purpose flour
• 1 cup dry white wine
• 1 cup fat-free chicken broth
• 1 Tbsp canned tomato paste
• 1 Tbsp chopped parsley

Directions:
• In a small bowl, stir together sun-dried tomatoes, goat cheese and thyme.
• Using a sharp paring knife, cut a horizontal slit through the thickest part of each chicken breast, creating a pocket. Be careful not to cut all the way through.
• Stuff each chicken breast with 1/4 of the cheese mixture. Season with salt and pepper and dust with flour.
• Spray a large nonstick skillet with olive oil cooking spray and warm over high heat. Add chicken and brown well. Remove and set aside.
• Add white wine to pan and boil until almost all evaporated.
• Meanwhile, in a small bowl, stir together cornstarch and 2 tablespoons chicken broth until smooth. Whisk cornstarch mixture, remaining chicken broth and tomato paste into white wine.
• Return chicken breasts to pan. Bring to a simmer, cover and cook over low heat until chicken is cooked through, about 10 minutes. Baste occasionally with sauce.
Tomorrow the Miss America contestants start arriving in Las Vegas. That means that tonight I absolutely have to – and will – post my final top 5 choices as well as my bubbles. I promise.

So check back later tonight!





P.S. I really do want world peace.

Some Exciting News - And More Miss America Picks!

Since starting this blog, I have come to the following conclusions:

• My original plan to lose weight, was not a plan. Healthy cooking is great and all, and so are workout videos, but this plan did not have any measurable goals, nor did it have enough structure. And, I was still eating a ton.
• I have no one – aside from those of you who are actually reading this – to be accountable to.
• I am not very disciplined, though I’m finally starting to get my act together in order to prepare my body for a pregnancy at some point. Or, Mrs. America.
• My crazy lifestyle makes it impossible to cook every night, and eating on the run is inevitable in many circumstances due to the demands of my job and MBA program.
• I do not keep track of what I put in my mouth.
• I do not exercise as religiously as I should.
• I drink way too much coffee with way too much Coffee-Mate (even if it is low-fat and/or sugar-free) and not nearly enough water.
• And I really, really need to get hot again.

So, after a lot of research, I think I have found the vehicle for weight loss that will fit my lifestyle, meet my needs, and help me accomplish my personal goals. And so, as of last Wednesday, I am officially enrolled in Weight Watchers!

At first I thought this Weight Watchers thing was going to be a major pain in the you-know-what. However, it has actually been pretty useful. I had no idea how bad I was screwing myself on a daily basis with my food choices. No wonder I’m in the position I’m in!

Anyway, I am loving entering what I’m eating every day in the point tracker. It’s so fun! I’m a narcotic list person in the first place, so having a single place to write everything down is helping. And it has really made me think twice about what I put in my mouth. It’s also helping me realize that when I’m hungry, I can eat more of certain foods that are better for me rather than blowing a ton of points on a Krispy Kreme doughnut (we still have them around, and at 9 points each, I have been passing – thank you) only to be starving 15 minutes later. However, I have still been able to eat some of my favorite foods while staying in my point values – and still losing weight! For example, Mr. Beauty Queen loves to make chocolate chip cookies in the evening, and they have about 2 points each. So at the end of the day, if I eat right knowing that I want to enjoy in the cookies, I can have 2 and a glass of skim milk and I am a happy and thinner camper. That’s much more satisfying and filling than the almost 6 points I was spending on my morning coffee alone! Apparently, fat-free creamer and Splenda really add up.

Since starting last week, I am down about 4 pounds, and only 5 away from my first goal (5% of my total body weight). I have also lost 1 inch from my bust, 2 from my waist and 2 from my hips. Given I was completely sick last week, it’s entirely possible that my weight loss can be attributed to that, but I’ll take it where I can get it.

I plan on giving more of an update on this each Wednesday. I also promise to beef up content on here to include more recipes (I am preparing a Weight Watchers recipe this week – Sundried Tomato and Goat Cheese Stuffed Chicken!!!) and tips. Instead of bitching all the time, I really want this blog to be more inspirational and provide more useful information for everyone than just whining. Though, I think the Open Letter to Taco Bell was completely necessary.

Before I go, here are 5 more of my choices for Miss America 2010 - I can’t believe that it’s right around the corner!

Georgia





She is so adorable. She just looks like someone who could be Miss America. And she has an unusual talent – oboe. Should be interesting.

Mississippi





Just a stunning contestant. I haven’t seen many candid photos of her, nor do I know much about her talent, but she is just soooo photogenic! And she looks like someone who would be fun to hang out with. I wouldn’t be surprised if she makes the cut.

New Mexico





This girl is very down to earth, obviously beautiful and rumored to be very talented. I think she’ll do well.

Washington





There is something about this one. She’s just cute as a button. Again, I don’t know a lot about her, but I have a feeling she’ll be a semi-finalist.

Puerto Rico





There has been a lot of controversy over this one. Some Miss America fans are annoyed that Puerto Rico is even competing in Miss America, but I think the negativity surrounding her is really intimidation. Puerto Rico traditionally is a very strong country in pageantry – particularly in Miss Universe. Even if this girl has zero technical ability in talent, anyone who thinks she won’t be a finalist needs a psychological evaluation. And, quite possibly, a drug test.




P.S. I really do want world peace.

An Open Letter to Taco Bell

Dear Taco Bell,

While I appreciate wanting to create a menu with better choices for your health-conscious customers (though, really, what health-conscious person eats at Taco Bell?), marketing a Drive Through Diet is quite ridiculous. I hope you realize that.

That’s all.

Sincerely,




P.S. I really do want world peace.
P.P.S. I'll be posting more Miss America picks tonight.

The Super Bowl!!!

I am sooo excited! The Super Bowl is almost here! Since the defending Super-Bowl champions, the Pittsburgh Steelers, are officially out of the running for a comeback, you have probably guessed that "Super Bowl" in this context refers to Miss America! Since I have been really sick all week, and haven't been able to get back on the "health bandwagon," I thought it would be a fun distraction to share my favorites for the 2010 four-pointed crown!

See, pageant gals rarely play fantasy football, but we do play "fantasy judge." Normal people root for their home-state's delegate, or the hot ones, but pageant contestants create actual lists prior to the pageant, and generally keep score throughout. It's actually very serious.

So, after reviewing photos and biographies from the Miss America Web site, I have chosen a slate of 15 contestants (and some "bubbles") who I feel will be making the semi-finals in Las Vegas. Of course - since I haven't seen their talent presentations, which is HUGE in Miss America - I may be completely off base. And my list may change after arrival in a few weeks. But nevertheless, here are the first five contestants:

Arkansas





Cute, polished and extremely put together. And she competed for her state title for years. It's clear she'll be prepared, and she's ready to win!

Kentucky





In every photo of this girl, I just want to squeeze her! She is so adorable! She's happy, excited and sincerely enjoying her year of service. She's super photogenic, but I think her attitude will be what secures her spot.

Virginia





Again, just a beautiful contestant! Not to mention she's got a ton of experience and what looks like a strong platform. She says she wants a Masters in Mass Communication, but I predict she gets a contract with a major news network before she gets that far. But I'm sure her interview is killer.

California





A ballet dancer who also wants to be a pediatric heart surgeon. Umm... yeah. She'll be up there.

Pennsylvania





She's just absolutely stunning in every photo I see of her. Hopefully she's got a good talent and interview to boot. But, really, she's so gorgeous, she could probably make balloon animals and still make the cut.

I'll post five more tomorrow. And, when I start to feel better, will discuss more about the status of my New Years resolutions. In the meantime, enjoy the list and discuss!




P.S. I really do want world peace.

Happy 2010!

Happy New Year!

I hope all of you enjoyed the holidays!

Despite overindulging in my mother-in-laws no bake cookies (when in Rome, right?), Mr. Beauty Queen and I really had a great time on vacation. I did not buy a parka, and it really wasn’t that cold there (considering it was Pennsylvania, and December). We really loved spending time with family and relaxing from the hustle and bustle of everyday life. It was nice to have a break.

I mentioned in my last post that I was going to use the vacation to clear my head and to explore why I really want to lose weight. I mean, it should be pretty obvious, but it’s hard sometimes to be motivated without a goal that you’re striving for. That’s why pageants were so great. But since I’m not planning on competing this year (unless there’s some sort of a miracle), I have found another reason to get in shape: children!

Yes, I have come to the conclusion that I would like a little prince or princess soon. I never thought I wanted children, but as I focus more on my family and get older and more stable in my career, I am really starting to want a baby. Now, I don’t think I’ll be having one within the next year or so, but my husband and I are starting to discuss plans for our future family. The fact that we are considering this next chapter in our lives is very exciting, but it does require me to do my part to take steps to improve my health.

The reality is, I don’t want my baby eating fast food, nor do I want to risk health complications based on poor nutrition. It’s so easy to make bad decisions and live with bad eating habits when it’s just the two of us, but if I don’t start putting things in place now for a healthier lifestyle, I am really going to struggle when the time comes to care for a family. Additionally, if I am more fit when I become pregnant, I am told not only will it be better for the baby, but losing the weight after the pregnancy will be a lot easier.

Don’t worry, I have no intention on making this a baby blog. The plan is still to look and feel like a beauty queen. I’m just using a baby – rather than an actual staged pageant event – as the carrot so to speak.

Anyway, I just wanted to share that. I’ll post later on more specifics about the revised plan, and share more about my new year’s resolutions. And later this week, check back for my pre-arrival Top 15 choices for Miss America 2010!




P.S. I really do want world peace.